Posted on Jan 20th, 2008
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Jayde
Why? Why do I do the things I do, when there's no one else around me? When no one's there to find me, I do? Why when the water's going dry must I try, must I try to find a way to make it last, make it pass... Why when I feel so understood, do I seek to make it heard, do I even want to know you anymore? Why when the waves of passion drive me, so I find it easy to succumb to dangers I know that I cannot handle? Why when the pressures are around me, do I find a way to make things go away and over all the findlings? Why should I do these things to you, who would take me as I am, but can never understand what I want to be? Why should I hurt these lives that trust? Why should it be a must? Why can't it all away with a word or a phrase?
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Posted on Jun 21st, 2007
by Jayde
There is a distinct difference between love and hate, but we find people who love to hate, or hate to love. There is also a difference between respect and fear. It may not seem so confusing at first, but it can be. Because we hate something, we can grow to fear it and revere it to the point of confusing that fear for respect. When we love something, then can we say that we respect it. To love- mind you not like or admire- is to take at full value. To accept with faults and all. To leave be when it must be let and to take over when it needs a form of control. Never do we mock what we love, but when there is play to be had, we are so extremely careful in the way we handle it. We know its strength and we play with its joys.But when we fear...
Fear has wrought hate into the hearts of many a man, woman and child. Fear is so strong and powerful that it can easily overwhelm even the strongest of men. As human beings, we fear many things, and not all are needed to be feared. Much of our fears are mundane, paltry even. But there are a few that would be worth fearing.
The honest Christain says that the only thing to fear is fear itself. But they preach about fearing God. But God is not fear.
Here is our paradox.
God is love, is He not?
And love is not fear, but respect.
But we are told to fear God.
No wonder women can equate fear with respect and love at times.
And men can demand from their spouses and children a level of fear and love.
We confuse ourselves.
But then, what of those with none to love?
They have none to fear, and needn't worry about themselves.
No love brings no fear. But to love someone can bring about a fear...for, not of.
~**~Jayde Gataki Kattalakis
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Posted on Jun 14th, 2007
by Jayde
I have heard it said that love is endless so very true. But what love have they discovered for it to be so beautiful? The love I know is both painful and uninviting. It shears through the deepest and darkest parts of all humanity’s spirits. It has caused great wars and has ended thousands upon thousands of lives. Love was once so great as to command the highest of all authorities to show such a sign of all encompassing love. And still, there would be none to understand it.
What have you on this subject? What concept of love could ever be true? Love is as dangerous- perhaps more so- as hate. It is the fuel of man’s deepest desire, and a source of trickery for women. A plaything if ever there was, is love.
Yet I can stand a clear and conscious witness for love. It is a reality. It has driven many a people mad and has caused many a heartache, but it is our last saving grace. That, along with compassion
~**~ Jayde Kattalakis
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Posted on Jun 13th, 2007
by Jayde
Patiece is a virtue, or so I've been told. But not once has it been so tried as it were, unless it were in love.....So do you wait on it? Or do you grasp it with both hands?
I was told that it was a fragile thing. Like glass....But one does not handle glass so very carefully, lest it break that way. How then do we handle love?
~**~ Jayde Kattalakis
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